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Melissa Kamar  
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ConfusionConfusion   
I can’t think  I’m so exhausted  
I’m so tired  So tired of my same patterns  I’m so tired of being me  I’m a whore  Everyone knows it  I’m confused  
Everyone sees it  What do I want?  
What can I do?  Someone tell me  I can’t think for myself  I don’t understand myself  Why do I do the things I do  I make it worse than it is  Im so confused Confusion
in Typographical on 4/16/05
Poem of ForgivenessPoem of Forgiveness   
Beyond me  
Beyond you  There is a place  
We can both go  It is our secret place  
Away from everyone   
In our hearts  We are one with each other  We are one with our emotions   
My emotions  Your emotions  
Separate, different   
You say I am a mirror of yourself  And all I can do is keep following this path  I don’t feel you  I don’t see you  I feel me  Me, myself and I   
I will become a cocoon  
And when I emerge  
I will be someone you can love  Someone you can take to that secret Poem of Forgiveness
in Fixed on 3/25/05
You KnowYou Know   
I cut myself today  To make my self less beautiful  Make my self worth less  
When you see my naked breasts  I did it just for you, you know  I've done a lot just for you  You know  I cried myself to sleep tonight  And reminded myself of how you hate me  You know I love you  Or don’t you?  I can’t tell  Your last words killed me inside  I feel like I have died  
Your last words made me feel worthless  I think I wish I could die  I cut myself today  I hope it hurts you to see it  I cut myself today  Not in the right place   You Know
in Typographical on 3/16/05
Fuck YouFuck You   
Fuck you  You call me immature  Fuck you  Look at how you handle situations  Fuck you  And you wonder why your marriage failed  Fuck you  You expect me to stand here and take this  Fuck you  You make me feel like shit  Fuck you  You make me feel like a whore  Fuck you  The promises you said were lies  Fuck you  You say I'm always the one who’s bad and horrible  Fuck you  Look in the mirror and tell me how I am supposed to love you  Fuck you  We are the same  
Fuck you  I don’t want anyone but you  Fuck you   Fuck You
in Typographical on 3/16/05
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Journal Entry: Wed May 21, 2008, 1:02 PM
Well since I've had kids and been married my life has been content. I haven't written anything. There is no more depression so I don't write. It makes me sad but not sad enough to write =( I need to write happy! Ehh creepy..

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  • Mood: Fear

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  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: So Cal
  • Interests: Creating new fashion looks
  • Favourite movie: Anything by Miyazaki
  • Favourite band or musician: The Hanging Garden,Mindless self indulgence,Orgy,NIN, Lords of Acid
  • Favourite genre of music: I like metal, techno anythin
  • Favourite artist: Van Gough
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Anime!
  • Operating System: Mac
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Favourite game: Oblivion...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nausicaä
  • Personal Quote: Kill me now watch me bleed and say I died for love

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~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Dec 17, 2007, 10:02:28 PM
hihihi

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
~zirathedarkelf:iconzirathedarkelf: Dec 16, 2007, 6:48:54 PM
Thanks for the watch! :wave:

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Fan of Record of Lodoss War? Come join my club! *rolw-club
Click here to see me naked!
"He who speaks, does not know. He who knows does not speak." - Tao Te Ching
~veruza:iconveruza: Dec 16, 2007, 9:17:16 AM
Thank you for the watch! :hug:
*truesurvivor:icontruesurvivor: Jan 27, 2005, 1:46:51 PM
good poetry, lot of emotion.

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"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."----Hebrews 11:1
~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Nov 30, 2004, 12:47:03 PM
I wantto change my icon....but i lubs teh felix!

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
$spyed:iconspyed: Apr 10, 2003, 3:14:43 AM
Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella Point Right spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja Point Right I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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comment, because you care.
share your love and not your hate.
love the artist, before yourself.
meditate on this.
:ninja: :meditate: :ninja:

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~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Jul 29, 2002, 10:40:14 AM
I meant nothing by it, i needed an excuse to use the petting emotICON It looks so funny =) (Smile)

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Jul 27, 2002, 9:08:43 PM
What a cute KAT Petting is sensual!

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Jul 27, 2002, 2:17:58 PM
Hello once again....I dont know what to write...hmm...I love Jodison! I love her LOTS! I hope she doesnt leave! Ur the best! Umm That bout it l8rz

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: Jun 27, 2002, 9:53:22 PM
Haylow....Guess what!? I have 600 comments LOL im a loser...no scratch that...Im just bored cuz my girlfriend Is busy in summer school with u...dammit! =( (Sad)

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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
~purgatorys-bay:iconpurgatorys-bay: May 22, 2002, 4:46:05 PM
WOW, some of your shit is scary...but ogh well =) (Smile)
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I just want to run, fly kites, wrestle, jump and play....
~dasich:icondasich: May 9, 2002, 6:24:13 AM
Thanks for your comments! It´s not every day someone asks to marry my poetry :D (Big Grin)
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Nature, to be commanded, must be obeyed
~agesxracer:iconagesxracer: May 8, 2002, 3:49:22 PM
your gallery looks great, keep it up! [link] [link]
~liqachu:iconliqachu: Apr 28, 2002, 8:12:06 AM
nice comment :) (Smile) cheers

u got some nice poams too btw :P (Razz)
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liqachu / liquid
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