

Always in the endWhen the door shuts when the lights go outAlways in the end
who am i? what have i become?
always at the edge of my mind I am watching watching as I burn everything
crying, yelling
screaming...
how did it happen? I'm a hitch hiker
I am here any where is here
what am I?
how far have i come? fallen? hurt?
its always the ones closest why?
I'll never know, because I'm never here
so hallow so empty
how is this happing? when did it st


ConfusionConfusionConfusion
I can’t think I’m so exhausted
I’m so tired So tired of my same patterns I’m so tired of being me I’m a whore Everyone knows it I’m confused
Everyone sees it What do I want?
What can I do? Someone tell me I can’t think for myself I don’t understand myself Why do I do the things I do I make it worse than it is Im so confused


Poem of ForgivenessPoem of ForgivenessPoem of Forgiveness
Beyond me
Beyond you There is a place
We can both go It is our secret place
Away from everyone
In our hearts We are one with each other We are one with our emotions
My emotions Your emotions
Separate, different
You say I am a mirror of yourself And all I can do is keep following this path I don’t feel you I don’t see you I feel me Me, myself and I
I will become a cocoon
And when I emerge
I will be someone you can love Someone you can take to that secret


You KnowYou KnowYou Know
I cut myself today To make my self less beautiful Make my self worth less
When you see my naked breasts I did it just for you, you know I've done a lot just for you You know I cried myself to sleep tonight And reminded myself of how you hate me You know I love you Or don’t you? I can’t tell Your last words killed me inside I feel like I have died
Your last words made me feel worthless I think I wish I could die I cut myself today I hope it hurts you to see it I cut myself today Not in the right place
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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
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"He who speaks, does not know. He who knows does not speak." - Tao Te Ching
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"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."----Hebrews 11:1
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And as the walls come down and-- As I look in your eyes,
My fear begins to fade-- Recalling all of the times
I have died -- and will die.
It's all right.--I don't mind.
-- "H." --T00L
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